Faithless

Soft hair in the mist of an imperfect face
I lie waiting for your warm embrace
I sleep hoping for a silent kiss
Waiting for you to hold me close

You promised to come back for me
But I keep forgetting
With impatient heart I look elsewhere for love
Knowing deep inside and out, I've made a mistake

I kept my idols, I commit crimes against thee
I lost my focus, I lost my innocence waiting for thee

Your love i am unworthy
I sought another's love
Why do you keep wanting me over again
This dirty ugly soul

Please don't leave me
But please understand
I am only human
A poor excuse from a man

Leave me I can understand
But please don't, or I will never stand
Dear God, I wish I was more sorry than this
But I will sin again.

I miss you

I think I actually miss you
Although I've left and neglected you
But you always appear in my mind
From time to time, you surprise me with your love

I left for a better future
But maybe I haven't found it yet
I left for brighter years ahead
But maybe I left what was my light and love behind

So I'm coming home soon
Please remember me
Remember the fun times we've had
Forget not the treasure we've gathered
In time, space and distance

Would you remember me?
Would you care enough?
Like a prodigal son
I come back to you
Hold me in your arms

Maybe I'm just dreaming
maybe I'll leave again
maybe you don't love me anymore
Maybe things might be the same

I anticipate a coming
I anticipate a dream