Emasculate 1. make weaker or less effective 2. deprive (a man) of his male role or identity

Wednesday, January 29, 2003

Beautiful

When I look into your eyes
I see a child so sweet and mild
So meek and lovely
your smile is all I want to see each day

you are so beautiful
your soul touches mine everytime
your soul so rich and full of selfless love
I look at mine and wonder if I can be like you

you're emotional and that I love about you
because you can feel what I am blind to
you can hear what I fail to notice
and you sense the sadness of the world we're in

But you fail to see what I see in you
you're beautiful
you do not know what I know about you
you're beautiful

you're beautiful
no matter how you feel
God has made you so
you're beautiful
no matter what you think
because I know your soul.
you're beautiful
no matter what your emotions tell you
I know because I know I'll miss you
you're beautiful
no matter what
because I know I want to be with you.
Gong Xi Fa Cai
by Sean Koh

it's two days before C-N-Y and i'm here listening to eminem / not a big
fan
of the festival, dun wanna see no who-ever no relative no friend / i
can't
care less if you think i'm anti-social / truth is i've never been a
person
for those people / i'm prone to stone at home alone / sit back, relax,
chat
on the phone / lazing, grazing and watching wrestling / or amusing
myself
with the songs i sing / you know i used to really like it / visiting
meant i
could pocket some money / but as i grew olda, the packets grew thina /
the
ang pows start to contain less moolah / the bah kwas used to taste so
great
/ but now i tend to watch my weight / i swim and gym to stay so slim /
i
won't risk being a moses lim / you were taught to clench your hands
together
/ and some nice shit you're supposed to utter / the adults give ya
packets
containing dollars / in return, their kids take from your mothers

C to the N to the Y oh 'Hi!'
'aunties, uncles, gong xi fa cai!'
C to the N to the Y oh 'Hi!'
'aunties, uncles, gong xi fa cai!'

in a time where big shots behave like vultures / we are reminded to
uphold
our cultures / humans are such peculiar creatures / twisted and warped
are
our minds and behaviour / perhaps we should all step out of the box /
and
take a good look at the paradox / children are starving and dying of
aids /
yet here we are, abusing our maids / in their suffering we take delight
/
and yet still sleep so well at night / i'm no genius when it comes to
poetry
/ and many may find my style funny / neither am i a saint from heaven /
i'm
merely a mortal twenty-four-seven / so are our maids, the less
fortunate /
they too are humans, and intricate / naked they have come into this
world /
naked you'll be, when it's time to go /

C to the N to the Y oh 'Hi!'
'aunties, uncles, gong xi fa cai!'
C to the N to the Y oh 'Hi!'
'aunties, uncles, gong xi fa cai!'

Monday, January 27, 2003

my rap battles

Inspired by the Eminem show
this is one of them poems you know
this one is all about my flow
this one in this world where sin bestow
sin among sin in every human
don't have to wait my turn you wait your turn
sin the thing that makes you burn
in hell it's true but when will we ever learn?

I fallen in love a couple of times
but none of them girls would make them mine
but I'm cool with that as a matter of fact
I'm still waiting to be with the one's who's all that

wrestling's my thing if you know what I mean
watched from the day announcer mean gene
from the WWF to WWE
Bret hart got screwed but vince said hell no
Bret screwed bret as far as I know

and what about the days I was in the army
with every doing wrong pushups 30
jumped off the plane the c-130
stand up hook up at the count of 3

now I study in the land down under
my course is all about your behaviour
makes me ponder shudder and makes me wonder
what my future will be in times of thunder

now I'm back for holiday
at first my mood was in a hooray
but it seems like I've had too long a stay
and I have no pay so no way I'm gonna stay

attached to some people I feel
but nontheless this place is not real
back in brisbane where life has more meaning
something about being there makes it more appealing

finish I must my education
tempted with lust and things like fornication
I hope I don't get put in a situation
aggrevation that will life my elevation
into the dark and lonely world
if only I had a guide I could call my girl

now it seems I'm left with one option
wait for february 23rd with anticipation
one nation to another nation
chill out at the beach and soak in the sensation
patient to be free again.